I just really want to fucking watch Star Wars.
I hate you for making me care about you so much and then dropping me in an instant without any remorse.
I don’t even understand anything. I’m trying not to complain about things anymore but I don’t understand what I do wrong anymore. I don’t know how I manage to push every one away. Like how do I fuck up this much in such a short time? What makes someone go from telling me they love me to ignoring me and not giving a shit? I try so hard to just be myself but it’s never enough for anyone. Maybe for a short time but it never lasts. Every time I feel like everything’s right, it’s really all wrong and I don’t get how I’m so blind when it comes to it. I don’t get how I’m so stupid with common sense. I don’t get how I manage to make people leave me. I don’t even know I needed a place to vent and rant and this was it. Sorry.
Ever have that feeling where you just care about someone so much that you swear you love them but society says, no you can’t because you hardly know them? And it really fucking sucks that feelings are based on length of times these days? No you don’t love them you probably just feel intense strong emotion towards them but its not love because you hardly know them. Society fucking sucks, man. So, I’ll sit here and listen to society or some shit and just you know, really really like you because I don’t know you enough to love you? Apparently. Sounds like a plan.